Finally ...

Thought of sharing this blog with everybody ... it is very painful but it is also the truth, so here goes ;


FINALLY ....
Thank you for the honesty.
It completed everything.
I wasn't wrong.
You wasn't right.
At least, you ending it kind of save me.
Because it is not worth it.
Just ironic your loyalty which you proud of.
You just sway in such short period compare over the time we had.
It show how fragile human feeling is,
Regardless how good a person is.
I could not hate you at all
Nor I could think this is all your faults.
Maybe it was my fault to begin..to be so persistent..something I considered now, is wrong.
Yes, I would bled and bear the pain.
But smiles craving at the corner of my lips.
I was never wrong..maybe wrong for not trusting myself.
Trust that ME more than good for you.
You are going to be a memory now..slowly and definitely..
A memory which has so many losses.
Every lost is a lesson learned.

Finally....
I know I need to grow up and learn to let you go.
I' m going to miss you but I have got to get a move on with my life.
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
I wish you all the best wishes and good luck in your life.
Because I think you need it more than me.
Try not to get lost in your life....
For you know that I am not going to be there anymore........ c",)